My Catharsis - Cont.

Today was a much better day. I saw Matt, my counselor at the VA in Manchester. He thinks that putting my heart out here like this is a good idea. That it will help me quantify my feelings.

I realized that part of my pain is due to guilt. I made it. Why did I make it? Freaking A!. Why the hell did I make it?

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